Blanky [:

When I was wee little and first came out of the hospital my Grandmama bought me a purple hand made blanket. I have slept with it every night since then. Yes I am 17 and I sleep with my blanky .. When my grandmama died it made me even more attached to my blanky.

This is what is LEFT of my poor blanky.

Now my little girls are blanky babies too it doesn't matter what blanky it is they just need a blanky to cuddle with and they will knock right out :]

Sabrina is cuddled with her blanky [:

:)

July 7, 2011 

I had Samantha Grace & Sabrina Ann Ramirez <3 

I carried them for 37 weeks and that is full term for twins.

Those 37 weeks were very miserable & amazing all at the same time. 19 weeks pregnant I was going in for a 3d Ultra Sound and wound up in surgery. Little Samantha was trying to make her appearance way too early. I was dilated two centimeters. I had my cervix stitched up & spent 1 week 5 days in the hospital. I was put on complete bed rest until I had my girls. 

37 weeks rolled around and at 160 pounds I was ready to BLOW. I was so happy they told me that I would be having them that day. It didn't sink in until I was being rolled back into Surgery. 

31 weeks pregnant 

34 weeks pregnant 

At my 37 week Doctors visit I had my stitch took out. My blood pressure was through the roof and I didn't have a choice but to deliver. We rushed from Anderson straight to Greenville Luis, his mom, my mom, & I were all there. I swear it was only 30 minutes later & my dad, Luis's dad, and everyone else were there ... we waited until 8:00 p.m, and at 8:54 p.m Luis & I became parents. There is no describing that LOVE.

Before Surgery.

Proud Daddy.
He was way too excited too meet his girls.

Samantha is here [: 8:54 p.m
5 pounds 4 ounces & perfect.

Mommy & Samantha .

Sabrina is here [: 8:56 p.m
6 pounds 8 ounces & perfect.

Daddy & his girls [:

My Babies.

                                    This is the real meaning of LOVE.

February 14, 2010

When I first met Luis I couldn't stand him. I thought there was no way in this world I could date anyone  so annoying. We had gym together my 9th grade year when we first met. The following year we had English together and he honestly was the only cool person in that class. We began to tolerate one another throughout that class. Now two years later we have two beautiful little girls and we're happy. We don't have a prefect relationship but what relationship is?

< This was the first picture we ever took together, taken in Mrs. Rash's class my tenth grade year.

My life without him would be lost & so empty its amazing how life turns out. We have had one hell of a ride the past two years, but we love each other and in the end that is all that matters. I am so proud of him he is an amazing daddy and he puts up with me and that takes a lot. 

Life is short so LOVE the ones that are special to you [:

just a little note ..

Tomorrow you two will be exactly 11 months old girls. You have learned so much and its so crazy how you have grown into almost toddlers .. Breaks my heart. I also have made it 11 months as a mommy [: I remember 11 months ago I was sitting in a hospital bed the night you were born and I just cried and cried because I didn't think I was going to be able to do it with not one but two babies! I can say you girls have turned this girl into a mature young adult, and one amazing mommy. You two are my world my rock what keeps me going everyday. As I watch you grow everyday I realize it will go fast and I will never miss a second of it. I want you too know your so loved. Everyone adores you!! YOU TWO never fail at putting a smile on someones face. Its amazing that you will be exactly a year old in 1 month. I say i will most likely cry that day but I know that day you will be so happy and I won't have time too cry because I will be smiling [: your daddy and I want too buy you your first tricycles. I'm excited to start planning your party. Its bittersweet but at the same time I know I have accomplished 1 whole year. Now only 18 more and you will be off to college [: 

Today I also gave you a pedicure [;

Samantha's are on top
&
Sabrina's are on bottom.

Where Does the time go ?

It's so hard to believe it is time to start planning their FIRST birthday -_-
Seems like just yesterday I was as big around as I am tall. They're getting so big yesterday Sabrina learned to blow kisses and play peek a boo with her hands. Samantha plays peek a boo also. It breaks my heart that they are growing up so FAST. These girls have made me grow up faster than ever but I'm still growing up with them. That is a good thing about being a teen parent!

Samantha Grace Ramirez
(11 months)

Sabrina Ann Ramirez
(11 months)

Maddy Mae :)

It's so hard to believe your almost 4 years old -_- where'd the time go baby girl ? I love you dearly doll face we will always have that special bond even tho I am a mommy now and my girls have now became the center of my world I will still love you unconditionally <3