Blanky [:

When I was wee little and first came out of the hospital my Grandmama bought me a purple hand made blanket. I have slept with it every night since then. Yes I am 17 and I sleep with my blanky .. When my grandmama died it made me even more attached to my blanky.

This is what is LEFT of my poor blanky.

Now my little girls are blanky babies too it doesn't matter what blanky it is they just need a blanky to cuddle with and they will knock right out :]

Sabrina is cuddled with her blanky [:

:)

July 7, 2011 

I had Samantha Grace & Sabrina Ann Ramirez <3 

I carried them for 37 weeks and that is full term for twins.

Those 37 weeks were very miserable & amazing all at the same time. 19 weeks pregnant I was going in for a 3d Ultra Sound and wound up in surgery. Little Samantha was trying to make her appearance way too early. I was dilated two centimeters. I had my cervix stitched up & spent 1 week 5 days in the hospital. I was put on complete bed rest until I had my girls. 

37 weeks rolled around and at 160 pounds I was ready to BLOW. I was so happy they told me that I would be having them that day. It didn't sink in until I was being rolled back into Surgery. 

31 weeks pregnant 

34 weeks pregnant 

At my 37 week Doctors visit I had my stitch took out. My blood pressure was through the roof and I didn't have a choice but to deliver. We rushed from Anderson straight to Greenville Luis, his mom, my mom, & I were all there. I swear it was only 30 minutes later & my dad, Luis's dad, and everyone else were there ... we waited until 8:00 p.m, and at 8:54 p.m Luis & I became parents. There is no describing that LOVE.

Before Surgery.

Proud Daddy.
He was way too excited too meet his girls.

Samantha is here [: 8:54 p.m
5 pounds 4 ounces & perfect.

Mommy & Samantha .

Sabrina is here [: 8:56 p.m
6 pounds 8 ounces & perfect.

Daddy & his girls [:

My Babies.

                                    This is the real meaning of LOVE.

February 14, 2010

When I first met Luis I couldn't stand him. I thought there was no way in this world I could date anyone  so annoying. We had gym together my 9th grade year when we first met. The following year we had English together and he honestly was the only cool person in that class. We began to tolerate one another throughout that class. Now two years later we have two beautiful little girls and we're happy. We don't have a prefect relationship but what relationship is?

< This was the first picture we ever took together, taken in Mrs. Rash's class my tenth grade year.

My life without him would be lost & so empty its amazing how life turns out. We have had one hell of a ride the past two years, but we love each other and in the end that is all that matters. I am so proud of him he is an amazing daddy and he puts up with me and that takes a lot. 

Life is short so LOVE the ones that are special to you [:

just a little note ..

Tomorrow you two will be exactly 11 months old girls. You have learned so much and its so crazy how you have grown into almost toddlers .. Breaks my heart. I also have made it 11 months as a mommy [: I remember 11 months ago I was sitting in a hospital bed the night you were born and I just cried and cried because I didn't think I was going to be able to do it with not one but two babies! I can say you girls have turned this girl into a mature young adult, and one amazing mommy. You two are my world my rock what keeps me going everyday. As I watch you grow everyday I realize it will go fast and I will never miss a second of it. I want you too know your so loved. Everyone adores you!! YOU TWO never fail at putting a smile on someones face. Its amazing that you will be exactly a year old in 1 month. I say i will most likely cry that day but I know that day you will be so happy and I won't have time too cry because I will be smiling [: your daddy and I want too buy you your first tricycles. I'm excited to start planning your party. Its bittersweet but at the same time I know I have accomplished 1 whole year. Now only 18 more and you will be off to college [: 

Today I also gave you a pedicure [;

Samantha's are on top
&
Sabrina's are on bottom.

Where Does the time go ?

It's so hard to believe it is time to start planning their FIRST birthday -_-
Seems like just yesterday I was as big around as I am tall. They're getting so big yesterday Sabrina learned to blow kisses and play peek a boo with her hands. Samantha plays peek a boo also. It breaks my heart that they are growing up so FAST. These girls have made me grow up faster than ever but I'm still growing up with them. That is a good thing about being a teen parent!

Samantha Grace Ramirez
(11 months)

Sabrina Ann Ramirez
(11 months)

Maddy Mae :)

It's so hard to believe your almost 4 years old -_- where'd the time go baby girl ? I love you dearly doll face we will always have that special bond even tho I am a mommy now and my girls have now became the center of my world I will still love you unconditionally <3

First night ,

May 29, 2012 the girls slept in their own room. It breaks my heart that they are growing up so FAST! Seems like yesterday i had two 4 pound little monkeys :)

my BIG girls -_- 

On the plus side they love their new bed and they slept the entire night.

Something they love ,

My girls love water :) [unless it's freezing like an underground pool]

Todayy,

today was a very nice day (:

We had a whole family day Oh & Madison .. Since Luis had his hours cut back to Monday-Thursday I have to admit its very nice seeing him a lot more! I know its been getting rough because we are short on money but i'm trying to get a 3 day job. Friday-Sunday so that way we can have a little extra money poked back for the girls Birthday. Its still hard to believe its almost been a whole year since I had them seems like yesterday I had two WITTLE monkeys (:

I kno that most mommies say that they are ready for the whole walking stage but honestly its going to be rough with two babies everywhere!! They just started crawling and they are everywhere & its only the beginning .... THIS could get interesting ((:

What makes me smile ..

Yes i kno you probably think that I've ruined my life by getting pregnant at 16 , but guess what things happen and all you can do is learn from it! 

My girls are my whole entire world and if you know me then you know that, because i might be 17 but am the definition of a good mother (:

I get up in the morning to two beautiful babies and that is enough to make my day so much better ..

Sabrina Ann Ramirez!
Spitting imagine of Luis [:

Samantha Grace Ramirez!
She is a mini ME [:

I also have the BEST boyfriend ever ... He is an amazing daddy he loves his girls unconditionally!! I'm so proud of him , I never got to experience the whole daddy thing my dad was never there I'm so happy my girls have their daddy. I love you Luis Irvin Ramirez <3

Without my friends and family i would have never got through it. My mom was not happy that I got pregnant so young but she has been there & so has my step daddy [: My best friend/sister Mary Rose also Bobbie Jo, and Lakeon are absolutely a blessing in my life , they have been there through so much and for that I'm very thankful for. Samantha & Sabrina love their Aunt Rosie, Auntie Lay, Nana, Gammie & Papa so much thank you all for being a part of our lives.

My Journey ;

I can admit becoming a parent hasn't been easy. I mean i am 17 and I didn't have one baby i had two! When i first got pregnant i couldn't imagine myself as a mommy. Then on December 7, 2010 Luis and I were told it was two babies not one, in my mind i kept saying I couldn't do this but in my heart I knew I could. Before my girls i sure was a wild one. I felt that nothing could ever stop me from living that average "teenage dream." On November 22, 2010 I found myself peeing on a stick in Karla Peterson's bathroom, and guess what I was stopped from that teenage life. I would never ever go back and do it again. Yes i should have waited but these babies stopped me from going down the wrong road. At 16 years old no girl should be peeing on a stick! You should be in school worrying about when the next exam is not buying baby clothes. Everyday I wake up too two little girls who depend on me for everything I feed them, play with them, bathe them, and change them. I should be waking up at 6:30 a.m wondering what i'm going to wear today. I love my life I live it day by day not everything is planned. My girls were not planned Luis and I made decisions that have consequences! I DO NOT REGRET my babies! They are not mistakes and when they are older i will constantly remind them that i was a teen mom and it was not easy. I missed Prom I missed my senior year I missed senior week. I'm happy with that because I know that I choose to be where I am today.

To start with ...

Lets begin by saying I'm Ashley I am 17 years old and i was 16 when i had my twin girls Samantha & Sabrina. Becoming a teen mom has been very challenging, stressful, tiring, exciting, and fun. I feel that I am doing a good job. My girls are Miracles and a true blessing I have enjoyed these ten months.






Their daddy is an absolute blessing in my life without him i really wouldn't no what to do he has been there for the girls and i since the very first doctors appointment. Luis & I met at school in 09' we began talking in January of 10' and got together on February 14, 2010 it has been a very challenging relationship  but we have made it this far. We have been through everything you could think of and were still strong (:

I'm sure some people probably say I ruined my life i just say I'm living it my life would be horrible without my girls before I got pregnant I use to have late nights and do drugs but now I have changed my whole world for them!