My Journey ;

I can admit becoming a parent hasn't been easy. I mean i am 17 and I didn't have one baby i had two! When i first got pregnant i couldn't imagine myself as a mommy. Then on December 7, 2010 Luis and I were told it was two babies not one, in my mind i kept saying I couldn't do this but in my heart I knew I could. Before my girls i sure was a wild one. I felt that nothing could ever stop me from living that average "teenage dream." On November 22, 2010 I found myself peeing on a stick in Karla Peterson's bathroom, and guess what I was stopped from that teenage life. I would never ever go back and do it again. Yes i should have waited but these babies stopped me from going down the wrong road. At 16 years old no girl should be peeing on a stick! You should be in school worrying about when the next exam is not buying baby clothes. Everyday I wake up too two little girls who depend on me for everything I feed them, play with them, bathe them, and change them. I should be waking up at 6:30 a.m wondering what i'm going to wear today. I love my life I live it day by day not everything is planned. My girls were not planned Luis and I made decisions that have consequences! I DO NOT REGRET my babies! They are not mistakes and when they are older i will constantly remind them that i was a teen mom and it was not easy. I missed Prom I missed my senior year I missed senior week. I'm happy with that because I know that I choose to be where I am today.