First night ,

May 29, 2012 the girls slept in their own room. It breaks my heart that they are growing up so FAST! Seems like yesterday i had two 4 pound little monkeys :)

my BIG girls -_- 

On the plus side they love their new bed and they slept the entire night.

Something they love ,

My girls love water :) [unless it's freezing like an underground pool]

Todayy,

today was a very nice day (:

We had a whole family day Oh & Madison .. Since Luis had his hours cut back to Monday-Thursday I have to admit its very nice seeing him a lot more! I know its been getting rough because we are short on money but i'm trying to get a 3 day job. Friday-Sunday so that way we can have a little extra money poked back for the girls Birthday. Its still hard to believe its almost been a whole year since I had them seems like yesterday I had two WITTLE monkeys (:

I kno that most mommies say that they are ready for the whole walking stage but honestly its going to be rough with two babies everywhere!! They just started crawling and they are everywhere & its only the beginning .... THIS could get interesting ((:

What makes me smile ..

Yes i kno you probably think that I've ruined my life by getting pregnant at 16 , but guess what things happen and all you can do is learn from it! 

My girls are my whole entire world and if you know me then you know that, because i might be 17 but am the definition of a good mother (:

I get up in the morning to two beautiful babies and that is enough to make my day so much better ..

Sabrina Ann Ramirez!
Spitting imagine of Luis [:

Samantha Grace Ramirez!
She is a mini ME [:

I also have the BEST boyfriend ever ... He is an amazing daddy he loves his girls unconditionally!! I'm so proud of him , I never got to experience the whole daddy thing my dad was never there I'm so happy my girls have their daddy. I love you Luis Irvin Ramirez <3

Without my friends and family i would have never got through it. My mom was not happy that I got pregnant so young but she has been there & so has my step daddy [: My best friend/sister Mary Rose also Bobbie Jo, and Lakeon are absolutely a blessing in my life , they have been there through so much and for that I'm very thankful for. Samantha & Sabrina love their Aunt Rosie, Auntie Lay, Nana, Gammie & Papa so much thank you all for being a part of our lives.

My Journey ;

I can admit becoming a parent hasn't been easy. I mean i am 17 and I didn't have one baby i had two! When i first got pregnant i couldn't imagine myself as a mommy. Then on December 7, 2010 Luis and I were told it was two babies not one, in my mind i kept saying I couldn't do this but in my heart I knew I could. Before my girls i sure was a wild one. I felt that nothing could ever stop me from living that average "teenage dream." On November 22, 2010 I found myself peeing on a stick in Karla Peterson's bathroom, and guess what I was stopped from that teenage life. I would never ever go back and do it again. Yes i should have waited but these babies stopped me from going down the wrong road. At 16 years old no girl should be peeing on a stick! You should be in school worrying about when the next exam is not buying baby clothes. Everyday I wake up too two little girls who depend on me for everything I feed them, play with them, bathe them, and change them. I should be waking up at 6:30 a.m wondering what i'm going to wear today. I love my life I live it day by day not everything is planned. My girls were not planned Luis and I made decisions that have consequences! I DO NOT REGRET my babies! They are not mistakes and when they are older i will constantly remind them that i was a teen mom and it was not easy. I missed Prom I missed my senior year I missed senior week. I'm happy with that because I know that I choose to be where I am today.

To start with ...

Lets begin by saying I'm Ashley I am 17 years old and i was 16 when i had my twin girls Samantha & Sabrina. Becoming a teen mom has been very challenging, stressful, tiring, exciting, and fun. I feel that I am doing a good job. My girls are Miracles and a true blessing I have enjoyed these ten months.






Their daddy is an absolute blessing in my life without him i really wouldn't no what to do he has been there for the girls and i since the very first doctors appointment. Luis & I met at school in 09' we began talking in January of 10' and got together on February 14, 2010 it has been a very challenging relationship  but we have made it this far. We have been through everything you could think of and were still strong (:

I'm sure some people probably say I ruined my life i just say I'm living it my life would be horrible without my girls before I got pregnant I use to have late nights and do drugs but now I have changed my whole world for them!